Change

There are times in your life when you feel a limited amount of certainty. It is in these times when self awareness and personal growth are accelerated. Certainty is a need that leads you into needing or wanting variety. It is part of human nature to cycle through these needs. What serves you one day may not be what is required to serve you in your highest good the following day.

Your earthly experience is so diverse that you are in a constant cycle in regards to the order of your personal needs. This cyclical pattern facilitates growth and change. This is part of the creative process of life. Universe then responds to the pattern of the change and growth that you are focused upon. The Universe, God, Source energy, your higher power, will give you more of those experiences to assist you with continued forward growth in a fashion that will best serve you and your higher self.

There is no doubt that sometimes these experiences will "feel" somewhat out of the frequency that you are currently vibrating at. This is what you call "impetus for change" or "stepping out of your comfort zone". It does not matter if the experience, the actual situation, resonates lower than where you are presently. It's purpose is to bring about development to you in your human form from your higher self, thus bringing the two into balance. When your human self and your God-self are in alignment, your life flows with ease and grace. The road blocks disappear and you come back to the phase of certainty. The cycle continues.

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The Energy of Love

Not one of your are the same and yet you are all a part of the collective consciousness that you call God, Yahweh, Allah, Source, Universe, there are many names you give to the same essence. The best way we can describe this energy to you is in one word...Love. Love is the essence of creation. Everything comes from this energy. The Love of a mother or father for their child, the Love of a sibling for another, Love in the form of partnering with another being, but the most important form of Love is the Love of self.

Without this it is not possible to fully develop and engage in this energy without fear, and Universe will provide challenges for your growth and acceptance.

Parents who have not developed this basic expression of Love can be harsh, sometimes toxic for their children, and will not be able to give them the skills to move through their energy without some form of trauma to their heart space. If there is not a basis of Love that supports and nurtures these little souls, they will continue the patterns unless they find this Love in another form and are able to receive it and heal from it.

Seeking acceptance, needing approval and the inability to see the Love and beauty in the world around you is indicative of not having accepted Love of who and what you are. You are first a Child of God, a creation of a power greater than yourself. If you believe that you were created in the mirror image of that higher power, how can you defend not Loving that creator’s creation? If you have no ties to a creator, you still have the essence of Love within you simply because you exist. Your heart, your physical heart’s electromagnetic field is just as powerful as anyone else’s, and the human heart’s electromagnetic field is far more expansive than human brain’s electromagnetic field. This is the physical manifestation of the heart being more powerful than the mind.

Your Earth’s vibrational frequency is rising at an amazing rate and we are excited to see so many of you taking such amazing leaps of faith to create more and more Love.

You are magnificent beings, each and every one of you. Continue, with steadfast hearts, your journeys.

We are with you always, Loving, supporting, and nurturing you.

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There are times in my life that have burned their imprint in my mind…

My 7^th birthday, my parents gave me surprise birthday party to celebrate my birthday and my release from a hospital …

The days my grandfather would sit on the basement steps and listen intently to me practicing my music…

When my first grandparent, my Mamie, passed away…

My first kiss…

The first time someone broke my heart….

The first time I looked into the eyes of the father of my child…

The day I was married to my daughter’s father…

Walking out on to the ice of the Philadelphia Spectrum to sing the American & Canadian national anthems in front of 17, 626 people…

The first time I totaled a car…

The day I was accepted into nursing school, but had to leave to take care of my mum…

Holding my mother’s hand as she passed away…

The blessed moment when I delivered Ivy Rose into this world…

Breast feeding my daughter…

Hearing Ivy’s first word….

My first trip to Australia…

Winning my first international sparring championship in Kempo Karate…

Ivy’s first day of school….

Moving to Australia and leaving the US behind…

Feeling my legs for the first time in 5 years….

Standing up for myself to the doctors who wanted to give me 18 more radiation treatments for breast cancer, when I knew I was healed…

Seeing my first client as an Energetic Healer…

Watching him take all of my material possessions and saying to him, “If it gives you joy, take it.”

Sitting the lounge, on the floor, with no lights on and feeling free…

Realizing that I have the most amazing friends, and that I am never alone…

Meeting you…

These moments have shaped my life, these memories will refine me, I hope I have learned from my mistakes, and that I will continue to cherish those beautiful moments of this life.

Life is what we make of it, we can choose to embrace it, or resist it. The choice is always ours…

Lifting the Veil of Oppression and Returning to Your True Esence

Lifting the veil of oppression requires courage, determination, and Love. Love of self, Love for the others who may be affected by the choices you have made that have brought you to this place of unwanted control, and Love for those who are in the misguided illusion that they are in control. Whether or not you realize this, YOU have been enabling them to hold your power for you. You have been disabling them from holding their soul essence in a place of priority creating an imbalance between personal respect and the feeling of significance. One of the basic needs of any being is certainty. Certainty of Love, personal safety, personal power, and acceptance. None of these can be fully attained from the outside world until they have been secured within the self. You innately know that you are Children of the Universe, that Creator energy flows through all of you infinitely and eternally. You are born with this knowledge and then through the experiences that occur in life, you forget how magnificent you truly are.

Returning to your God self is not as complicated as you make it. Go back, see who you were when you came into this Earth plane. You will see a Divine being perfect in every way. That is your true essence, your soul energy, your magnificence, your divinity, that is who you are, have been, and always will be.

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Choices

When the choices that we make interfere with our ability to experience a phenomenal life, we only have to listen to our inner voice, that which guides us, to make wiser choices that open us up to creating a magnificent life.

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Who am I?

I am NOT ok! This is the hardest lesson I have had to learn. I asked for this. I kept saying, “it’s all ok”, when it wasn’t! Nothing is anywhere near ok about anything in my life right now.

This lesson is not about being a victim, it is about surrendering to God, the Creator, the higher power greater than me. If I am to be a co-creator, I must be able to surrender to the creative process without judgment. This experience is neither good or bad, right or wrong, dark or light, black or white. It just is. It is perfect in every way. It feels really awful at the moment, but it’s not bad or wrong it’s exactly what is needed at this precise moment; everything and nothing all at the same time, balance in its most Divine form.

I am God’s servant, and a partner in his work. It doesn’t matter what words I use to express who my higher power is. What does matter is that I surrender to it completely. Vengence is not mine it is God’s and only God’s. Judgment is not mine, it too is for God only, but love, forgiveness, trust, acceptance, and peace are mine to find within myself and for myself.

Who am I? I am a Child of God, a Child of the Universe. I am one microscopic particle amongst billions and billions of these particles, and I am one in the same with all of them. I AM LOVE.

There are moments when being unattached feels right, this is the majority of my linear experience, and then there are moments like these…

My heart beats out of my chest and I become that little girl who is without her family, in a land far from her place of birth, who feels separated from everything she is familiar with and can’t see past the fear of being alone. In this moment no amount of self talk will calm this wounded child.

It is in a split second of the invasion of this doubt, this exercise of the ego, that the warrior becomes apparent and the frightened child is comforted and can rest.

This intense breakdown of all that I have known is indeed necessary for the immense restructuring of my life. If I said I was unafraid I would be telling an untruth. If I said I want to stop the process, again I would not be telling the truth. If I told you that every second brings exhilaration and curiosity in their most potent forms, I would be sharing with you my most heartfelt expression of appreciation, excitement, and trust in God I have ever been blessed with.

I think this may be the first words of a work in progress…