Who am I?

I am NOT ok! This is the hardest lesson I have had to learn. I asked for this. I kept saying, “it’s all ok”, when it wasn’t! Nothing is anywhere near ok about anything in my life right now.

This lesson is not about being a victim, it is about surrendering to God, the Creator, the higher power greater than me. If I am to be a co-creator, I must be able to surrender to the creative process without judgment. This experience is neither good or bad, right or wrong, dark or light, black or white. It just is. It is perfect in every way. It feels really awful at the moment, but it’s not bad or wrong it’s exactly what is needed at this precise moment; everything and nothing all at the same time, balance in its most Divine form.

I am God’s servant, and a partner in his work. It doesn’t matter what words I use to express who my higher power is. What does matter is that I surrender to it completely. Vengence is not mine it is God’s and only God’s. Judgment is not mine, it too is for God only, but love, forgiveness, trust, acceptance, and peace are mine to find within myself and for myself.

Who am I? I am a Child of God, a Child of the Universe. I am one microscopic particle amongst billions and billions of these particles, and I am one in the same with all of them. I AM LOVE.